depression, Fibromyalgia/CFS, Life

Understanding required……….

A few things have come up over the past week or so that I need to verbalize. Someone that doesn't even know me questioned my self esteem. Anyone that does know me can tell you I have never had a self esteem problem. Not that I mean for one minute that I am better than… Continue reading Understanding required……….



Hi fellow dreamers! While I was enduring my 36 hours of hell I was doing whatever I could to distract myself from what was happening. One of those things was thinking about this blog. New thoughts, new blog ideas......unfortunately I have forgotten most of them as I was incapable of writing them down, but I… Continue reading Drifted…..


O’Christmas Tree πŸŽ„πŸŽ„

I make no apologies for not being in the festive spirit in the lead up to Christmas. With a fibromyalgia flare that literally knocked me off my feet, a worsening bout of chronic fatigue and Β my depression not just nipping at my heels but actually taking chunks I had every right to feel blah. The… Continue reading O’Christmas Tree πŸŽ„πŸŽ„


Dream on Sugarloaf Dreamers anything is possible!


Christmas is…….

With bright eyes and excitement, they gaze upon the tree A visit to see Santa, and climb onto his knee Please Santa can you give me that doll, that book, a toy The wonder that is Christmas for every girl and boy. πŸŒ™β­πŸŽ„

depression, Fibromyalgia/CFS

Hopes and Fears

Today in my Facebook memories I stumbled across my blog post with the title 'It's not just sex......'. Mmmmm it was a reminder. I still believe true intimacy can be found outside a sexual relationship and I still believe trust is the basis of all relationships. I was having a particularly bad day last week… Continue reading Hopes and Fears


Looking back.

I was asked today what I miss most from my time away. First and immediate answer is the people. Not just the ones I have become close to, but the people in general. I'm a people watcher and oh boy were there some interesting subjects. And yes there are those that have touched and changed… Continue reading Looking back.


Top shelf !

We all have things we want in our life, but know we can't have everything. Like walking into a beautiful bar and raising your eyes to the top shelf....... Whether they be out of your budget or just temporarily out of reach. You know you shouldn't but........ Now some people with more restraint than I… Continue reading Top shelf !


It’s not just sex you know……..

So many people think of sex when they think of intimacy, yes it is a form of physical intimacy but it is generally a by product of many other things. Love, happiness, sadness, loneliness, a feeling of belonging, a feeling of comfort and being loved. Being loved? Anyone that bases their love wholly and solely… Continue reading It’s not just sex you know……..